Lava Lamp

Oh baby. I have missed you so! I've been preoccupied and all my cases are deadlined for April 1. I will call you. What have I missed?
Forgive me?

It's okay, I know you have a life. And a husband and stuff, whatever, that blows. 20 days until the move, I already got a little place in Florida. Just an apartment to live in while I look for a house to buy. I am AWESOME at procrastinating on buying a house. I was thinking of going out to LA or Vegas for a few days before Florida but haven't firmed up any plans yet. Maybe it would be nice to just be lazy.

Vegas! You can drink on the street and go around the world. New Orleans might be a good option.
Are you happy to go to Fl? Will you drive?

Yes, I will drive the mustang. I am SO happy to leave Maine. I do not plan to come back to this place ever again. Two years I was stuck here!! I can't believe it. Baby how are you? I think you've been too busy, I think I should get you and take care of you for a while. When should I pick you up?

I'm having a sad day for some reason it's not like me, you'd think I'd be sad but no I bottle it right up I do ok usually. First I noticed it in the grocery store, there was this old man and he was trying to decide which frozen pizza to buy and I found it so sad, he looked like someone's grandfather, he moved slow and it seemed like a hard decision for him. It hit me, and I think that will be me one day in the store, I'll be old and alone and I'll be trying to buy a frozen pizza and nobody will help me. I wanted to hug the guy, that would not have been cool if I did that, I moved on and cursed myself and toughened up. Then I watched a movie (Up In The Air) and someone got married and I started getting sad again and I instantly said WTF and I called myself a little girl and I wondered what is wrong with me, I would be worried if I acted like this normally. Then just now I was taking a shower and I started feeling all introspective and I started thinking about the old man in the grocery store again and I just felt sad in general and I thought I would not post it on here but hey I have nobody in the world to talk to.

Are you still in Maine? I will be there in August for a week! I believe I will also be hitting Disney this summer.

Are you better now? What are you reading? What are you up to?

Yes, all better. Went out for St Pats last night, so much fun. Usually NEVER drink during the week but made the exception for the holiday/we are all leaving soon so we better hang out together while we still can night. Paid for it this morning, it was hilarious today at work when everyone came in with red eyes and talking gibberish due to brain meltdown and it made me feel better that I was not the only one who was feeling rough.
BABY I MISS YOU!!!!!!!
Still reading The Story of Edgar Sawtelle very slowly it's boring, about a deaf kid on a farm. Also reading Red Mars, heard it was good, thought I'd try some science fiction for a change and a break from the farm. What are you reading? Are you still using the kindle?
Nice of you to visit Maine after I leave what the hell is that about. I expect a visit in Florida when you go to Disney. Do not bring Roy, I plan to seduce you and sweep you off your feet.
12 more days in Maine!!!

Glad you had a good time. I'm sick and miserable. Will call you tomorrow. Kisses.

Are you feeling better? No call. Movers come tomorrow, one more week.