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April 2, 2009
Becoming a vegetable
Based on everything if I look at it objectively I'd say I do not think I'm very smart, but compared to some of the people I meet I am a fuckin genius. Ahh my job is back to being torture for me I have to do things I do not want to do and you know if people would use their brains or at least have enough self respect to try to do their jobs properly then I would not have to do the things I do and life would be good. Maybe not great but passing. In other words I had a bad day. Tomorrow also does not look promising. I have not had time to watch tv or to read my books at night, and I've been too tired for cooking. Someone from work made me dinner earlier this week, it was lasagna but with pepperoni instead of any other meat inside, WOW it was delicious, the best lasagna I have ever had. Adding to the goodness was the fact that someone else made it for me. I love that, no one has made me dinner in years.
I feel like I'm posting very negatively right now and I don't mean to do that, my stress level is too high. The Mexico vacation is coming soon I need it bad. They have a swimming pool with a bar in it!
Also starting to plan for my deployment coming up in the next few months here, going to be an exciting time. I will be happy to get out of Maine- unfortunately it is right when the weather gets nice and when I come back it will be cold again!
Seriously I have no strength to prepare dinner for myself what am I going to do. Can't cook tonight. I am getting confused the more I think about that. I'm going to have a little nap...
Posted by K