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February 28, 2008
Ja bih kavu
Got home at noon today so I'm treating this as a day off. Must mentally prepare, get into the feeling of a non-work day.
I am brewing a pot of coffee and making some cinnamon rolls and it's really cold outside but but the sun is out so I opened up the blinds and I have a big sun window in my living room to let in the light, brighten things up. It still feels like morning.
I was in a funk last night, felt something must be wrong with me that I am not married. Everyone I know is married except maybe a few who are not normal, I don't wish to be lumped in with them. Today I think it is not me but the women who are wrong. Obviously it's every woman on the planet and not me.
Something is really wrong with my thumb, going to the doctor next week. I hope it is cracked or jammed, something that will heal. If it is arthritis I am screwed because it hurts pretty bad. There are lighting bolts coming off it. Body starting to fall apart. I'm going to be a sad lonely old man, I can promise you I did not see this coming when I was young. I started out so great! Everything went terribly, terribly wrong. If I believed in past lives I would say I must have been a major A-hole in the last one.
I like the way English people say strawberry. Strowbrie.
Coffee is ready.
Posted by K