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This was all intended for you, the whole thing, because I didn't want you to forget me and I wanted you to know that I was coming back for you. It was my dream to marry you. Even the night we met, though I was obliged to deny it at the time. I was mesmerized by you and I was surprised by your sweetness. I thanked God that night.

There were things about you that I never learned and I didn't ask, not because I didn't want to know but because I knew you'd tell me when you could. I hope you knew that and I think you did. I let you reveal yourself to me slowly and on your own terms, and I know there was more that I never had the chance to see.

I guess I won't be seeing you again after all. Be good to your little girl, and don't forget to be good to yourself too. You are so giving and wonderful and sweet that I know you sometimes forget to think about yourself. I want you to have a really great, long, happy life. God do I love you. I'll love you forever. The magic sparkles are yours.

There's no point in this now. Goodbye.