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November 12, 2006
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I couldn't tell if it was from the whole pot of coffee I just drank or the anticipation that she was going to say hello, but I was shaking. I didn't make a move, just waited. I tried really hard not to let her go when I lost her and I think there are laws against trying harder, so I didn't. She also made no move, and I was not surprised. I went ahead and logged off of IM, rather than torture myself.
Sometimes I still feel like I need to make the big grand save the day, last shot, can’t leave this earth knowing I never tried gesture, but I did try. This was years ago. WTF. I am seriously demented.
Heres how it would have went:
Her: Hello
Me: Im trying to play it cool and act like this is totally normal, hows it going?
Her: Freak
(door shuts)
I think I made the biggest mistake of my life with her. If I had to decribe my love life in one word or less I'd say I still have my health. I made that up.
I think the reason I'm obsessing on the Office is because Pam reminds me of her.
Posted by K